Bahagia adalah ketika bisa bangun di sepertiga malam dg ringan... memohon ampun dan berdoa penuh harap padaNya. Karena saat itu Allah datang. PASTI. Itu janjiNya.
Bahagia adalah ketika dengan sangat ringan tangan bisa bersedekah. Tanpa beban. dengan sangat ringan. Karena PASTI. Itulah tabungan yg akan dipetiknya nanti. akan berlipat ganda. itu JanjiNya.
Bahagia adalah saat biaa berpuasa dg ringan. dengan tenang. dengan mudah... karena Allah sendiri, secara langsung yg akan memberikan imbalan. dan lagi2 itu PASTI. sesuai janjiNya.

...... dan kebahagiaan itu masih sebatas cita-cita......

seringkali suliiit mata terbuka walau alarm berkali2 berbunyi...
sulit merogoh kantong saat kotak amal ada di depan mata. sulit sekedar menahan lapar hingga petang padahal seharian dikantor ber AC.

#1day before #IslamicNewYear#perubahanperubahan

New rules in my office.

"Rules for 'hijabers' employee : blablabla.... "
intinya kerudung harus dimasukin seragam... ya gitu... diubet2 dileher dimasukin kerah...
Yes I know.. my dress still not perfect enough for muslim...
I can't used dress like other muslimah who wear long long jilbab, robe, and several used cadar...
Yes, I am not as perfect as them... My faith not as good as them... I am still study.. try to  become more and more good person... To my Rabb ofcourse...
But this rule is... too much... yes it is too much not important to become a "rule" of the company...

And know... I don't have appetite to lunch...
sitting in my desk when everyone go to canteen... with my really really bad mood...

Ok I try...

My first time using krl... Let's see... It seem like this kind of transpirtations are more "friendly" than busway....

#today, I've 2 month here#Tangerang

when you in the new town... wanna hang out but dont know the way...

Ya... the simple thing just follow publik transportation.. (angkot, busway, etc >_<)

even ints not as "SIMPLE" as the "simple" word 

#Tangerang#I have appointment with my friend in one kind of Mall at Karawachi #I go 30mnutes before her #the normal time i need just 15minutes #but she arrive first

Its ok,,, may be this is what many people call "perjuangan" hahaha
#motivation word#for me