coretanku,,

it's all about my feeling,,my experience, my knowledge,and everything i know...
just want to make everything around me be meaningfull,, :)

Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Hai dedek...
Assalamu'alaikum.....
How're you there?

   


Itu foto kami... orang tuamu... lumayan lah ya.... ganteng dan cantik kan... :D
Mama papa, abi ummi, ayah bunda, atau entah apalah nanti kau memanggil kami.

4 bulan lebih kau dalam kandungan. InsyaAllah dengan izinNya, ruh mu sudah Allah kirimkan bukan? Kami sudah bisa mengajakmu bicara.

Kau tau nak... Kami benar2 bahagia menantikan kehadiranmu di dunia. Yah,, saat ini abi ummi mu sedang berusaha untuk membuat diri setidaknya menjadi sosok yang terlihat sedikit "keren" dimatamu nanti.
Menjadi orang tua yang bisa kau banggakan, bisa kau contoh perilakunya, akhlaknya, ibadahnya. Walaupun kami sangat berharap kau menjadi pribadi yg jauh lebih baik dari orang tuamu tentunya.

Ayahmu sering menempelkan telinganya diperut bunda. Entah apa yang dia dengar, tapi dia suka senyum2 sendiri setelahnya. Apa yang kau bisikkan padanya??
Kalo ibumu ini sedikit2 melihat perut di cermin, yang makin lama makin membesar. Membayangkan ada kehidupan disana. Entah kenapa ya.... rasanya aneh.. tapi menyenangkan :)

Orang tuamu ini belum punya pengalaman tentang mengurus anak. Sedikitpun. Sama sekali. Tapi tenang nak... kau tak perlu ragu. Kau adalah titipan dariNya. Simbol kepercayaan Allah kepada kami. Pasti, kami akan mrnjagamu sebaik mungkin. Pasti.

Semoga kau menjadi anak yang soleh/solehah, berguna bagi agamamu, pribadi yg tangguh, dan berbakti pada org tua.

Amiiiin.

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

MARRIED.
an important thing, really important, or maybe the most important moment for girl for me.
I always wonder, how I feel... When a man choose me, among milion girl, to be his partner in live.
I always wonder, how I feel... When a man say "ijab qobul" to my parent, promise to protect me in dunya, responsible for everything I do, to Rabb...
I always wonder, how I feel... When I close my eyes in the night before sleep, and open my eyes in the morning, there is a man beside me, my imam, that Allah wrote the name, I for him and he for me, in Lauhul Mahfudz before I born.

And now I know...
This wonderfull feeling.
Happy, nervous, worry, affraid, when he will say aqad with my wali. My hand and feet tremble continuously.
Love, proud, feel protected, peace, calm, when I look his face, in deep sleeping, beside me, after work whole day.

Thanks Rabb for choose him for me.
Thanks Rabb for this happiest moment.
Please give Your rahmah, barakah, ridho to our new life.
Please, guide us to always in your way,,
And please... keep us together,, in this life, and life after life, in Your Jannah.
Amiin.





Monday, February 16, 2015

My last Sunday with this identity.
Feel worry of everything.
Yes, everything, especially myself.
Bismillah... Hasbiyallah...

Saturday, January 10, 2015

No, I don't choose you.
But He, Rabb, choose you for me.
He control my heart,  control my father, mother till all say "yes" to you.
you with your own way, with your different way than other guys...





Since I have  time.. I will try to be the best.. For my (candidate) imaam.
Lets pray till the time.